Saturday, October 16, 2010

tangent

You wake in the state. the state gives you a start. your start to see a clearness. your shower clears out space. your space is in your state. the state is disarray. and disarray is okay.
And useless is the pondering.
And I reverted back to the possible breakdown again last night, but managed to turn it into some cinematic beauty. The dancers on the screen seemed to present themselves as some emulation of my perceived life. A projection of my life was being lived out right there in front of me on screen. Now he throes his pen, melodrama. They chase and falter, and caress without restraint. What they're doing could've, could be, could be me. And I don't know how but it was how my mind raced in those few short seconds.
What this pertains to is more like a self-examination, a self-checkup tumorous tumultuous mind cancer. but the fats are straight. I am here with a conscious of my own to choose what I wish, and make myself out of those choices. Among the choices I can make are the numerous ways in which I can perceive a situation. And just as much, I can choose the various and all equally possible ways I can think and feel about a situation. Evolved human forms, is that possible? Really I think I just want to create the circumstances that would make that scenario a possibility.
It isn't about my knowledge agains yours, but how we choose to give and receive that knowledge and perspective. Really, the knowledge, wisdom, is just fluff. But what we choose to do with those inputs once they're received is imperative. We are otherwise lost without an ability to process. Valid yet contracting ideas can exist in tandem, or simultaneously. There cannot be hostility on the receiving or giving end.
But the terms will have to be explained in a manner that the listener may follow along. Language must be shared between the two opposing ideas. This also means that the ideas may openly borrow the vernacular of the other.
This, I believe, is what leads to cohesion. Not agreement in content and steadfast allegiance to dogmas we don't understand, but rather a constant flow between the two opposites. A discharging lightning bolt attempts to equalize polar opposites, without actually changing either of them. The flow of energy is what quells the storm.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

how is it you do?

"Så prøver vi."

people seem to think that asking the question, "and, uh, yaaa, so like, what are you trying to do with this," will be able to further and aide a work. I think in reality it works just the opposite, and it signals a facet of laziness in the viewer. that thinking needs to be eliminated, or at least questioned and prodded.

and so we try. i can see nothing wrong with this attempt, and view, so long as it holds true when asked. while sitting around and discussing, we need to accept rejection, accept failure somewhat, but never, no never, accept ambivalence and hiding in neutrality. we must ask, "so what is it you´re trying with this work. what you´re trying out" stepping back in that way.

and when people can be confronted with what they actually have done and maybe see its affects, rather than jump to conclusions, and try to set fast what we should see in a work. life is unpredictable, art will reflect that.

Monday, February 15, 2010

I have been in another country for some time.

Of course you know I've been away, doing something. I've been resetting to zero in some ways, finding out what I deem valuable, and what I can leave at the wayside. It's been refreshing. consoling in some ways, and quite remarkable.

I've written quite a bit while I've been here, none of which I've put up for no reason, other than lack of access. I've done some poems that are to help me in learning Danish again, forming a straddling line between that and English, also illustrating frustration with the prospect of having to learn in the first place. here is one.

gooook gook gook
gik
gik uummm eeeat um up up ..

galleee gee gook my gwamma,

yoo just goook look it all up it gik it in
the ældre meanings menneske
the people reading eaach other
to gik is to take
to take is to look

but only if you wwheeely wannaaa
my mormor menska
wiw bliw together
vi blive sammen
begynder nu så det er så let
hvis vi kan lige xplore ohh day

ohh day its wi work
ohh dag
wishout my mormors tunga
vi habba a ny langu nu

dag ah tilla hjælpe mig
soo swearty svært
my jeg's git så sweeaty
varmt me up up

dag ah one poema til hjælpe mig
så duh!
så du kan læse day
gik me offa mit leash
nu så du hava lasso. gik my

en day så do kan lasso it iinde
day fo' det sprog

leah mole
hendes me søster
she men sammen med my
lige mod så kan do sov

når if its rigtige when you soven
you so can let me, så let to see
sige day
to look is to høre
når do see day?
kan you listen til my to
nej tre timers.
three timer

er do two
do du has to?
itsa sprog, tilla lære,
hvis you kare.
no, når da baby

hen had to, men
hen dropped den
man droppa sprog
mom droppa sprog
so drenge droppe
eller aldrig picka up

vi ka sige day helt day
whatsa missin vi see det
ah day split til to
er my split i two?
er vi, er du?
det er ikke mig,
nej det air day

nej, days a two timer
its min frustration
from ikke læred day
jeg know day er ikky
kommer nu
til tænke on om day
its sjov til sige day

vi håber en show now
day hvad vi have.
alle what vi habe nu
no, nej ikke noget til bay
no, left noggin in det bay
nej, jeg er ikke nogen
no, one det er my.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

This here's a show.


I'm doing a show with a young man.

a young man I haven't seen the likes of since I was a young man myself.

We all become old men eventually.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Kant’s Universal Law and Freedom

Freedom today is a term that many take for granted, and the implications that this has go far beyond our ability to gauge our own actions' validity in relation to greater society. We have a freedom to want (desire), a freedom to do, a freedom pursue our own goals, but how we realize these freedoms and conceive of them in the first place is dictated by forces outside of ourselves. Primarily we think of laws that put into action a supposed limit on these freedoms, but they have come to be expected and our conception of freedom is structured around them. This is a changing process that is altered by the passage of time, by new social relations among humans and our interpretation of these social relations, at least the ones that we are able to see, as undoubtedly there will always be relations that go by undetected or misconstrued by dominating mindsets of the moment.
When looking at this view of freedom, it is important to consider all the factors that may affect our view and analysis of it. If look at the will of the individual itself, it is what the individual wants that seems to dictate what his freedom should inherently be, but it is impossible to look at individuals isolated, as individuals are social beings. We can also examine the will of the State that the individuals exist within, and how this will and freedom of will serves the purposes and freedoms of the individuals residing within. It is individuals within society that we must examine in order to get towards an idea of freedom that is to serve any purpose, as it is ultimately the society that dictates what individuals' movement within the society will be. These are all things that have been considered by Immanuel Kant. Kant's investigations of the individual within society bring up the issues of universal law, morality, and equality all of which are inherently linked to freedom.
Firstly, when looking at the will of the individual in relation to freedom, it is necessary to examine his impulses and his capriciousness and how they relate to his supposed freedom. Would it not be reasonable for freedom to be defined as doing most anything that you want, any whim or fleeting desire? Even going so far as to say that you have the freedom to any activity that is of detriment to yourself? This idea of freedom has its shortcomings when the implications of the actions are examined more closely, however. The individual who wishes to follow through on every whim and desire undoubtedly looks back at himself in past events, and on particular occasions, wishes there had a second chance in order to truly redeem himself and go against the immediate impulses, as the consequences of the actions have come back in a form of regret; the consumer becoming dissatisfied with a purchase and experiencing "buyer's remorse." The true path of "good" is certainly recognized universally, but it is an individual's ability to differentiate between the immediate benefits of going against this true "good", and the projected advantages of doing what they would hope all others would do, that truly muddles the idea of a freedom. According to Kant, "There is no one... who, when presented with examples of honesty of purpose, of steadfastness in following good maxims, and of sympathy and general benevolence... does not wish that he might also possess these qualities. Yet he cannot attain these in himself only because of his inclinations and impulses; but at the same time he wishes to be free from such inclinations which are a burden to him." (55) So freedom no longer becomes an ability to go off any whim and fancy, but to recognize the truly moral strings of decisions, and to strive towards a lifestyle that may benefit him in the long run, as well as those others benefiting from his decisions. Freedom is not simply an ability to decide between choices, but it is an ability to become an individual whose decisions are already made for him (through internal means), the deliberations between right and wrong are non-existent. Truly it is not a static process, but a linear one, encompassing time and space.
Now, how does a society make this a universally understood task, not just the undertaking of a few like-minded "noble" individuals? First, there must be an elimination of the belief that it is a noble cause to pursue; rather it is a necessary task, pursuable by everyone, a common pursuit. The understanding of the golden rule is really the most basic understanding of this idea, "treat others as you would have them treat yourself." The metaphysics of this equation, however, must be investigated in order for the understanding to go beyond that of simple kindergarten direction. Kant specifically targets this concept in outlining a "universal law". Many consider the laws that we legislate and the standards that we form and practice are what eventually form our consciousness and moral compass, when it is the reverse process that should be true; it should be our understanding of what is right and beneficial for us and others that should be the cause for legislation through our governing bodies. It is then that only universal will can be formed into law.
In the modern society with its relations to universal law, I think of the idea of competition, stemming from that competition between manufacturers all the way down to the workers and every other avenue of life, and its contradictions to the concept of universal will. In a society of competition, those competing are looking out for what is best for their own self, and in fact, actually look to be better than those with whom they are competing. When this mindset is willed universally, it runs into its own contradictions - if you will your own company, your own self to be better than all others, you also must be able to wish all others to be better than yourself. It becomes a game of a cat chasing its own tale, and it is much the same as the example Kant outlines, in that willing a lie to become universal law it becomes impossible to differentiate between what is true and a lie, and your lying loses its original intention. You can no longer temporarily benefit from the lie just the same as no one else can benefit from you, and promises can no longer be made, thus the maxim to will a lie into universal law destroys itself. (Kant, 15) It is this contradiction, I believe, that is the most graspable for the modern mind to realize all the contradictions that underlie our modern society.
This particular conception of competition must be abandoned in order to overcome these contradictions, and freedom must take on the meaning of betterment of the self, not in comparison to those surrounding individuals. For when the advancement of a man's qualities becomes for his own being, and is thus in turn willed universally, its benefits become immediately apparent. The individual can say to those around him, "I will work on improving my own being if you are to do the same." It will also become universally apparent to help one another in attaining this betterment, for when asked for help, the universal law would be to help this other person, just as this would be what one would want for himself, assistance in improving. The betterment of society is then a cohesive communal undertaking, rather than bursts of improvements made when one breakthrough overreaches another.
This also helps to form cohesion between the will of the individual and the will of the State. When the universal will becomes that of the betterment of people, a State’s will that follows the same agenda will intrinsically foster individuals that work towards an improvement of their selves and their state. People will obtain equality in the State’s eyes and in the eyes of their peers.


-Work Cited-
Kant, Immanuel. Grounding for the Metaphysics of Morals. Third Edition. Indianapolis/Cambridge: Hackett, 1993. Print.

Monday, April 27, 2009

the marvels of modern day technology....................................................

I write this to you whilst I take a seat on a bus, looking out on the highway, from a second story window. Its a cool thing, but I suppose I should be used to it by now. It really isn't anything new, this "wi-fi" that I'm using, but it seems that communication has come full circle. You can now write to anyone, instantly, from almost anywhere in the world. Remoteness is obsolete. Isolation is completely futile.